Religion or Relationship ????

Today morning, I was listening to Joyce meyer on God TV. She was preaching on "Religion or Relationship". This made me to ponder upon many things. Many people follow the law and follow it as a religion. They know God as a distant authority rather than a friend and a companion with a intimate relationship. Even for me, Christianity was just a religion... was about, going to Church... doing this and that... not doing wrong... Yea..!! This is all included in it... BUT the most important thing is the LOVE of GOD... My relationship with God has changed a lot... I always used to cried out to him desperatly to meet Him... wanted Him to talk to me... watend Him to bless me... Wanted Him to answer my prayers... Wanted Him to Heal me... and YEA..!! He really does all that... BUT I never anticipated any reply from God... Everything was just a monotonous... Now I believe that Christianity is not a Religion...!! Its all about LOVE & GRACE :) Once we have a relationship with God, we start experiencing all miracles... experiencing His Presence... experiencing His LOVE... His Guidence... The Spirit always keeps Convicting you... :) and a thing to mention here, which I read in calender, it says... conviction is not condemning you... its about convincing you... and whenever God convicts you in any situation, His Grace is then available to restore you from that situation. Its so very true. The most important thing here that we need to understand is that we need to First draw close to God and then resist the Devil, it will flee from us (James 4:7) without being close to God we cannot resist the Devil & even if we try doing it, it doesnt flee from us. It says... I know Paul and I know Jesus but who are you???!!! So... DRAW CLOSE TO GOD... and be in a INTIMATE RELATIONSHIP With Him...!!!

Therefore we are buried with Him by baptism into death; that like as Christ was raised up from the death by the glory of the Father, even so we also should walk in newness of life. -Romans 6:4

I have been readign this book "Finding God's Will in Spiritually deceptive times" which says...Simulatenously we must learn to take everythought captive to the obedience of Christ...that means what ever we thing, the spirit convicts us sayin that it is not true, then at that very moment make that thought captive to the obedience of Christ. We dont win this battle of thoughts by rebuking the thoughts or the evil one, we win it by choosing the truth. We are not called to dispel the darkness, we are called to turn on the light.... and the light will do its work!! :)

So whenever the spirit convicts you... saying this is wrong dont do it... respect it!! Listen to it..!! and if you are not able to obey it... Just PRAY THERE...!!! ask GOD for HIS GRACE...!! so that you can stand in FAITH :). Jesus is the author and the perfector of our FAITH(Hebrews 12:2)

KEEP DRAWING CLOSE TO GOD and Experience his LOVE :)

July 2nd -2Years in MindTree

COMPLETED 2YEARS in MindTree Ltd J
THANKS TO GOD…!!!
For his BLESSINGS :)
For the Job…
For early project…
For the Promotion…
For the hike…
For the bonus…
For good raiting…

For His GRACE..
For His LOVE
For His MERCY
For the Holy Spirit’s Conviction :)
THANKS FOR EVERYTHING…

PRASIE BE TO GOD :)
IAM LOVING IT…!!!!

The prodigal - Rushing with work...!!

Its beeen long I have written anything here... though there are many things that i m experiencing with God... I want to write down everything in my new blog... but Iam jst rushing with my work....By the grace of LORD, I got a new project... :) I thank God fr this... I have been jst concentrating on my work and everything required for my project... my time with God has been reduced sumtimes... But I knw I can loose my project... I can loose my friends .... I can loose everything but Still be blessed :) I can loose all my possessions nd still be rich in HIS LOVE... But I cant effort to loose my relation with God... I feel that true satisfaction nd true peace when I read God's word... bt the enemy is so quick nd its ready always to make me feel tired...Bt the enemy cant be victorious... I realise that nothing can be more important than the relationship wiht God... daily communion wiht him...

As a race, Iam just running.. I am jst trying to compelte my task... I reallise that as Iam not spending enough time with God... my projects ... my assignments remain incompltete.. and still there is a gaping hole in my spirit...that cannot be healed by the way Iam tryin to live... the heart's cry that cannot be answered... ONly my GOD can answer... only my GOD can fill... and only MY GOD CAN LEAD ME... The reality of all this... makes me feel so close to God...and I believe I can practically reach out to it... but the very next moment I get the doubt feeling from within... though I know I should not... I realise that the time I resit the devil... it flees...but it leaves me alone only untill it finds another opportunity to make me feel week...

I have made my will to talk to God and read his word daily and stay close to him... :)

New blog

Well... I have been thinking to put up wht God talks to me daily as I have started reading Bible... :) Yea and I also have that beautifull experience of talking with God daily:) ... I used to read Bible before... I have read New testament once and I simply kept reading... I heard many ppl saying Bible has answers to all kinds of situations... now I understand how true it is... I pray to God with so many questions and thoughts in my mind and after my prayers when I simply open a page in the Bible and read it, I realise that the word of God speaking to me... yea...!! SPEAKING TO ME... replying to my thoughts... consoling my heart... giving advice to my situations... All this awakens a feeling of knowing the will of God within me.
I thought of writing about the Verse that speaks to me @ http://living-word-of-the-lord.blogspot.com/ :)

Talking with God...

This is the thought that is running in my mind since last few weeks. Yea...!! The thing is I knw I have a God who listens to my prayers and a God who talks to people... a God who answers prayers... a God who never forsakes me... a God who has come to save me... a God who loves me more than any one else... a God who died so that I may live :) But then where is the problem????



I have always prayed to God… but I have never waited upon him... which is the most important thing...neither did I anticipate any reply… I never searched for God’s reply or maybe I dint realize in what way God was trying to contact me.


The scripture says...“If people can’t see what God is doing they stumble all over themselves, but when they attend to what God reveals they are most blessed.” Proverbs 29:18
God always answers our prayers...He is our Father in Heaven, and we are His children…He loves us unconditionally….I knew this but always had a thought that… why does it seem that God ignores so many prayers? And some times it makes me think… if He already knows what I want, why is prayer necessary in the first place?...The truth is God never ignores anybody’s prayers… yea anybody’s….!! The other day, my friend said...God reply’s to our prayers… yea God talks to us through situations… God talks to us through people… God talks to us through bible… and the best part is God TALKS to us…! as we talk to our friends on phone… :) then I had that feeling of ignoring his reply many times... & then my friend said...We need to wait on the Lord to know his will…because unless its Lord’s will, we cannot be successful… There are many things that happen without God’s will… this is because we never wait on him to know his will… When we are doing anything that is according to His will… there will be no failures, hindrance or objections…because God will never leave us nor forsake us… so He is there till the end of it…!! So remember whenever there is an objection…PRAY to God to know his will… Hmmm, that sounds a lot like my prayer life…the truth is that my heavenly Father is telling me to, wait patiently on Him But it’s so hard to wait ! …I don’t want to wait !!…… I want answers now! …I kept thinking about it… becoming more and more curious… But God tells us to “wait patiently”. To do this we must “be brave and courageous.”…and most important we need to have faith…As all these thoughts kept me busy this morning… I was reading a book called “Faith that overcomes the world” which my friend gave it to me… while I was reading this, I felt God was talking to me through the book… What an awesome God…!! True…!! Yesterday night I was feeling… Lord..! How are things going to happen??? And this book tells me…“You do not always need to know how it happens, only that it will..!” while I was reading this book… I could really feel that God was talking to me … it was addressing all my questions… thoughts… and doubts off course… To understand what I am saying… everyone needs to know what faith is…This book explains it so wonderfully… and now I realize the greatest essence of faith… Its not about faith in our own ability… or our own mind… Its about FAITH in God and His ability. Faith is not merely thinking positively or trying to convince yourself that sooner or later things will get better... So what is faith?? Hebrews 11:1 says “Faith is the substance of things hoped for, the evidence of things not seen. Faith is not a lose assumption or something about which we are not sure… Faith is substance and an evidence...
Faith is not having a generally optimistic attitude about something you are hoping will work out.
Faith is conviction. It is something about which you are fully convinced and from which you cannot be moved, no matter how things around you may appear. Your circumstances may be completely contradictory, but faith is the evidence of things not seen.
Matthew 21:22 says…” and all things, whatever you ask in prayer, believing, you will receive”
Now if this is what faith can produce, and if Satan is our adversary in this world, it is not surprising that he attacks faith and the teaching of faith aggressively. He is supreme enemy of faith and is opposed to any sort of divine intervention in this world. When you receive an answer to prayer, God is glorified and His presence is made manifest or visible, in your life for others to see. Satan attacks your faith because he does not want the presence of God to be manifested.
James 4:7 says "resist the devil and he will flee from you."
The enemy knows that as soon as faith becomes steadfast conviction in your heart he will have to flee. However he would like to keep you from knowing this.
Faith then is a heartfelt belief in God which comes from God himself. With out knowing God, it is impossible to have faith in Him, because faith trusts in, relies on and expects every good thing from Him. But if you don’t know how God thinks and acts, you will not know what to expect form Him.

Relationship is spelled TIME

Recently when I attended HAH(Home-Away from-Home) at my church(Koramangala Methodist Church)... we had a session on relationship... This inspired me to write about this topic..and what we have learnt from the session.. that day the facilitator, Mr Ashley narrated an extract from a book called “To a child relationship is spelled TIME” by Anderson and wobbles, which explains what exactly, a day mean to each of us, the difference between adult and a child. An elderly man holds the journal of his once six-year-old son in one hand, in the other his own, and reviews the entries logged on the same day:
Man: “Wasted the whole day fishing with Jimmy. Dint catch a thing”
Son: “Went fishing with dad. Best day of my life”

The way both of them interpreted the time spent together makes us think about the importance we give to people who are the core part of our life…This makes me ponder upon – “How do you define a relationship?” Is it love, care, trust, understanding, forgiveness, sacrifice, support, sharing, assurance that you have someone??? Yea…that’s how I define it…& off course the way each of us perceive things is different...and this makes me think about how important it is to spend time with people…and any relationship requires time, just to be together. If something takes away almost all the time that people can spend together, then the relationship suffers accordingly.

Simply answer these, “Who are the 3most important people in your life?” & “who are 3 people with whom you spend the most amount of time in a week?” Yes… to sustain a relationship, the answers for these two should match. When you look back on the week spent, what do you usually notice??? Most likely there are appointments; your calendar is filled with meetings, that take care of your business… have you ever thought where are your life’s most important people??? Are they given any focused time on a regular basis??? Or are they just a “fit-in” when you have some free time? Most of the time, when we sit and think, we realize that we often simply co-exist with our family members rather than giving attention to them.

Well, if you have/had similar feelings, let me remind you of something all of us already know that we should do, but we usually put off doing: schedule IN the ones you love. So, after reading this, look at your plan for the days ahead & schedule some time for the business of love…

Message:Feelings - Points to think about...!

I've been to Joyce meyer meetings held in blore in Jan... (To all of you who donno who she is: She is a Evangelist. There was a prayer meeting and a devotional concert held in blore) She spoke about Feelings nd fogiveness this way... (I will put in few points taht i remember)

>> God wants us to have great relationships... knowing the word of God doest help us... doing it will do great things.. We should not forget that... God is asking us to forgive...

>> Greatest hiderance is our FEELINGS...we rely most on our feelings...some ppl dont do because they dnt feel like doing it...Yea..,because we dont feel like forgiving, or because we dont feel like talking to them... We dont want to forgive... But remember... No matter how you feel...you will never have that peace of mind... "Unless you forgive..."

>> These are the main things that we possess...
1. Spirit.
2. Soul.
3. Body.
We need to learn how to differentiate these...

>> Jesus was standin in front of a lake , nd the fisher man werer ready to go home in depair...They have not been fishing deep in the water. The same way we think that I've prayed but nothing has changed.... I have read bible but nothing has changed... I go to church but nothin has changed... but when Jesus told them to go fishing deep in the water, they got so many fishes that they signaled for others to help them... They dint feel like it.... They did it because God said them to go deep in the water... In the same way... We are suspicious.... judgemental...We dont want to be good... neither do we have the power to change... Stop askin your self how you feel like??? If he tells to forgive somebody then dont get hurt....

>> When we live by faith... thats Deeper LIFE....but when we start Living by feelings---- thats a shell..

>> Live in faith not with emotions.... emotions are like waves.... some times you dont have emotions.... when you need them... and many times when you dont need them, they are there... Emotions can really destroy us...
>> You dont have to be bad to get a bad idea...

>>When u have clutered with unfinised projects....realise that though u dont feel like doing, u need to do it, coz God has some promises in store for u...so say that "I will finish my course with Joy... God gonna give me ideas and dreams..." always learn to finish what you start...

>>Nothing (all you said and done) will be left except God... So put on love... like you put on clothes...choose to love

>> When you get angry... you feel like slapping but you can even choose to tlak and pray for them...its a previlage to choose what to do... live a deeper life than to live by feelings...

>> its wonderfull to feel but you cannot depend on feelins... he wants us to depend on him.... anythin that u depend on other than God will insult him-- thank god that he heard you

>> Some times, you are tormented because ur controlled by ur feelings so dont live by feelings

>> When u forgive you are set free..

>> Jesus dint feel like hanging on the cross... he sweated blood...he prayed for God's will...

Relations - Are hard to understand

I always ponder upon this...so many years have past and I sometimes feel like all the relations have costed me a lot...!! and, in the way of saving relations, we sometimes loose the escence of it...as it is said, the minute you close your hand and squeez tightly to hold the sand in your hand, the sand trickles through your fingers....you may holdon to the same of it, but most of it will be gone...!!

I think relations are always dynamic....there have been times in my life where I had best of friends in my life... and I have it all in my life... and then suddenly I realise that, I loose all the best of relations... Whoever the person is... I always get scared to get into the confortable zone.....these relations always run on my mind....I've read somewhere that, It is always important to know and gain understanding of who your primary and disowned selves are....

Sometimes we think everything is fine in our relationships... and all of a sudden you realise that everything is gone... At that moment I keep asking “where did I go wrong?” so I now realise that in any kind of a relationship, you always need to know WHAT NOT TO DO? or if possible you need to know WHAT TO DO WHEN YOU ARE WRONG?...Sometimes I become overly cautious because I have been hurt so many times.... I become suspecious and judgemental...

These relationships exist in our thoughts.....the relationship with another person is whatever we imagine it to be.... whether I love someone or hate someone, IAM RIGHT!!!....but now the other person may have the feeling of a completely different relationship with me, but what someone else thinks of me is also the part of my thoughts.... So the relationship with someone includes what I think of that person and what I believe s/he thinks of ME>??.....Thinking on this further, I can complicate it by imagining what the other person thinks is that whaat I think of him/her, but ultimately those are all I have......Sometimes its like Iam always viewing the relationships through the lens of my own consciousness and conscience....and offcourse my conscience says that I have the ability to distinguish whether my actions are right or wrong... maybe everyone feels the same..... and this is where the Ego clashes...!!!


A relation should always be strong enough to withstand whtever may come...When its a relation between partents nd children, it will superceed the need to understand each other...but in all other relations, at some point in our lives we will face the fact that relationships require some effort to keep them strong and positive.... but again this over cautiousness may loosen the sand in your hand...!! which is more terrible to bare...

I tried to list out all the things that bother me about other people....and when I think of them again, to be honest I have to admit that all of my complaints about others are really complaints about myself..... maybe because they never feel it to be wrong...??? why does that happen??... When I do any mistake, at some point later, I realise it... then y cant others???....It becomes difficult to understand a person and our relationship especially when sometimes we don’t even understand ourselves....BUT the more I get into relations, the more I get to know about myself...Most of the times at the end I realise the trait is in me... the trait to maintain any relation...that is because when we forgive, accept nd love ourselves, we learn to forgive, accept and love others too, as they are...And the more I think upon the relations....I understand my deep feelings,....emotions...thoughts...beliefs and intentions...and I finally get to know the most loving and harmonious relations...
I always wonder why do I feel good about myself one moment and bad at another moments????Why does a person change their attitude towards me from one day to the next??? Each one is a complex creature.....whose behavior is driven by emotion, beliefs,& their point of view.....and its that as long as you hold on to someone, you feel you are understanding the person.... but some point later.... you feel that you were never able to understand the same person.... and this "emotionally dramatic relationship" takes its form....and this makes me feel why I stayed as long as I did???....When I became aware of these unseen forces....I knew where to make the changes to avoid the roller coaster of emotions that I had been on....or on which i might be on...

After writting all this I really understand the importantance of gaining an understanding of who our primary and disowned selves are.... that is because I wish to understand and enjoy my relationships fully and also because I wish to be in relationship with the people who I actually choose to be in relationship with....and I choose people whom I admire excessively....or whom I value a lot....and there are always few qualities which are inate and I really judge, in others..Here we need to understand the meanin of disowned...which means you need to know that the other person has some quality that you have probably disowned in your ownself...

There is always either.....we will like people who are similar to us, and we hate people who are our disowned selves....This can b when you hate people who are selfish...because you are not selfish.... so you will usually choose as friends among those people who are similar to you.... OR..... we will be attracted to people who carry our disowned selves, either the positive ones or negative ones.....so usually we will enter into quite intense relationships with people who carry our disowned selves....this intense relation can again be a hatered or love...
The best part is that we can always CHOOSE a relation:)

Resolutions

I started with this long back, when I was at home for new year vacation.... but i could not publish as I was not able to think of any resolutions :D

I've never followed any new year resolution... maybe due to low will-power...or the fact that I never really wanted to follow... but as usual I want things to be little different this year also :)

Now I stare at this blank screen saved as draft..... thinking about what to write... thinking about my goals.., my expectation from myself.. I was reading over some of my old blog entries tonight...Well long back I've listed out few things I've been thinking to do... Most of them have been unfullfiled...hears an update on the list...
-- Yea! I went for Car driving last year... and that was fun, but again I dint go back to get my DL...I will do it soon as possible...
--Hmmm... I dnt start any new hobby yet... I cant even think of any as of now
-- Good Diet! well Iam on the way for it.. :P
-- I want to write every day for atleast any one month....It may not be January, but I’m going to try to make it for February..... If I fail I’ll try March. I’ll have 12 shots to do it, so I hope I succeed in any month.:P
--Reading technical books???? Naaah... I never did it atleast once after writing that blog... :P but yeaaah... I read many novels :) and I'am going to keep reading books... :)
-- Painting... a BIG Naaah again...! I never did it again after coming here... :(
--Yes... I met my old friends when I wnt home this time :) Soon I will upload those pics...
--Dedicating time to God!! Iam still on the way...

Year Gone - Sealed with a Prayer

2009! ...Another new year in my life... I try to think about what all I've been through last year.. I thought of writing what all I've experienced - .. since 31st Dec, I've been watchin in all the news channels which keep telecasting what had happend last year... May be an impact of watchin such News channels ;) and like them even I think about the struggles first then all the happiness I've been through... I cant putup all the things that happend with me with dates ;) , as I recollect... I'am gratefull to God for many of his Blessings...

1. FAMILY: Each day is a blessing to share our lives...a combination of happiness, anger nd struggles..a feeling of beign together for each other whtever may b the situation..The one who can scold me when Im wrong... one who can appreciate me for what ever I do.. :)

2. JOB: My job that connects me with so many different people around... Sweet friends with whom I frgt my wrld around... and collegues who make me grow in IT...

3. FRIENDS: My friends who lift up my spirits when Iam low... and who also teach me how to live by setting an example for me.. Who make me understand that life goes on...

4. DAYS: BEATUTIFUL days that just go by... my QUITE nd FAST mornings...when I wake up leisurely nd mornings whn I wake up late:)...running to catch my cab...then enjoy the breez by sitting at the window in the cab... being completly occupied by my thoughts - flying/dancing/sleepin/smiling/shouting/screaming doing all in my thoughts... PLEASENT days...which run past like a blink of an eye... HECTIC days where I forget my tensions...putting away my thoughts..and giving sum wrk for my idle brain - if not which could have been a devil's workshop...BORING days when all the watches in the world seam to work very slow - without which i would not have given much Time for myself...Time for my life... Time for my family...Time for my friends..Time for my thoughts...Time for every thing that I have grown in my mind and soul...

5. OTHERS: There are many Happy-Go-Lucky people around me who get what- all they want even before they struggle for it... or even before they need it... or even before they deserve it... These people make me strong...These people make me realise that life is not always a bed of roses...These people make me feel that I'am the kind of flower that grows under hot sun not the one that grows in shadows..and that many achievments in the world are accomplised by people who kept on working despite of beign tired and discouraged.

I thank God for everything...!
LIVE BIG... THINK BIG...

"We live by what we believe, not by what we can see" - Corth II 5:7

My LIFE is goin to be in propotion to how greatly I believe! :)

So Keep that FAITH and BELIEF 'ON'...!!

LIFE Just goes on...
"A year gone making us strong...path was long but we walked with song..There were fears n tears but we had also reasons for cheers...."

Wishing u all A relaxed mind, peaceful soul, joyful spirit, healthy body, A heart full of love....WISH YOU ALL A HAPPY NEW YEAR 2009..:)

My Testimonials...

Today I was goin through my orkut testimonials... It feels so special reading those...Its actually very encouraging to be that 'someone special'...I read them many times and it really hits the head and offcourse my heart too..EVERYTIME!! There have been times when I used to bug my friends to write a testimonial for me.. ;)

I wish to add them to my blog, just like putting up a testimonial for ne othr human beign, its makes me feel important and special.. So here I go.. (Pasting them here.. :))

Dorcas(AKKA): Sweeetooo...This blonde is damn intelliengent..though shez yougner to me..i rely on her opinions manier times as i feel shez more matured in thinkign thaan mee....baby plzz put on ure wgt and stay healthy...cant c ya weak!..you have a logn way to go and im sure ull make it to the TOP!!!Allll the best darling..Love u lotsssssssssss.....God Bless You!

Divya(CHINNI-younger sis): hello ppl this my shweet dear fren..ooops sorry shez my sis...shez fun lovin...sensitive at times...creative...she goes blah blah blah..unles u tell her STOP IT....nd im missin her and her a lot..

Divya(CHINNI-younger sis UPDATED): You're my Honeybunch, SugarplumPumpy-umpy-umpkin, You're my Sweetie PieYou're my Cuppycake, GumdropSnoogums-Boogums, You're the Apple of my EyeAnd I like you so and I want you to knowThat I'll always be right hereAnd I love to sing sweet songs to youBecause you are so dear ........LUV U LOTS DARLING!!!!!!!uuummmaaahhh!!!!!

Nikhila(SISTER): Hey she is my gr8 sis,a fun luvin person who is luvd by everyone,nd ofcourse a blonde,I miss her a lot.luv ya rebakka.
Nikhila(SISTER-UPDATED): Hmm,wat to say about this blonde beauty,my darling sis..very cute, gorgeous, genious, goodlooking, Intellegent,One in Trillions..Shez sooo sweet my goodness sugar n chocolates are just jealous of her,a good advicer,a woman who holds success in whatevr she does.I still rembr,wen i was small i had a big chocolate n all my sisters wer rite der in front of me but dono why i shared dat chocolate only wid this prsn dats because shez so sweet :) shez got a very well understanding nature,i feel so close to her wen i talk to her,a caring person,tender hearted,her voice is very warm n soothing,laughs wholeheartedly,knows wat to do in any given situation,has a good capacity of handling things,very friendly too,i even find that friend thingy in her apart from being a sister,shez strong,n has got beauty wid brains n also a great artist,painter,designer,shez got so many thoughts in her brain,a woman of love,n i think God mite have moulded her so patiently n that is why shez so beautiful.Loadsa love :-*God Bless you !!!

Rajeev(F.R.I.E.N.D): Diana always asks every1 to reply to the mail in which she had asked to describe her in 1 word,But i have not yet got that word which will individually describe her.Most of the times she keeps on laughing as if some1 has dropped the laughing gas bomb, for remaining time she keepson beating some1 or the other. For the moment she is happy n very next moment she gets angry. Most of the times confused but she will never agree on that. Will study for whole night (n sleep in day) before exams but still will have crossed fingers n frightenedbefore the results. She gives u many reasons to get angry on her n even more reasons to forget that anger. Her 5 minutes of orkutting n checking mails never get over till the lab is closed or net is gone. She herself might be ill but will never forget to remind others of there tablets. Keeps on talking with friends for hours on cell(dabba) when its working n then keeps on checking whether its activated or not when dhirubhai cuts the line for her large bills.
Afraid... afraid of exams, afraid of results, afraid of crossing roads, afraid of fast driving, afraid of getting home late, afraid of dhirubhai(i mean the bill), afraid of coming late to lecture(but still always late), afraid of this n afraid of that, afraid of getting afraid ???,...... But still what makes her different from others is her smile, her caring nature, her pure heart n of-course her brown hairs ;-) Still many things could be added but then it will be an essay........But truly speaking she is the BEST FRIEND one can have.....ALWAYS KEEP SMILING.............

Vineeth(BROTHER): dIANa pRiNCeSs DianAmujhe tere paas hai AANAthe smartesterest BlONDe, her beauty u'd diE fOR, Shez dA Love u'd seaRch fORher cOmpany u'd want mORe,she is never a bORei always cry FOR More(wah! wah! irshaad)an amazing artist (thanx to her drawings in my books, i managed to paSS my skOOln paR mein PaanchVi PasS Se tEEZ nahIN HuU :()haRd wOrkeR, i pray that all her endeavouRs cOme trUe amen!shez always been an encOuRRagemEnt to me!i want to write the best testi for U but i am runNing ouT woRds (blame my english teacher) but "its only words and words are all i have to take your heart away!"U deserve MORE, LOVE YA ;)PS : hOw i wish HoW i WiSh u wErE hErEBEbo BebO be ....

Divya(F.R.I.E.N.D): Hi Rebbu and Prants(this is for u both),Gone are the days when we used to be crazy bout occupying the middle seat in college.... but each time i remember that, many more wonderful moments jus cross by my mind and heart, bringing tears to my eyes, thinking why cant i get back those days!!!!!!Those beautiful awesome days we spent in tuitions(half awake), the enjoyable days when we used to go for rides, and the most splendid one being that ride when we 3 of us fell from Rebbu's Kinetic jus in front of our college gate, giving an alarm to evryone who wud nt have noticed if i had nt turned on the horn....hehehehe:)))... indeed great memories.......All the time in our college was spent standing outside the class for chemistry, as we had a grt collaboration with our Chemistry Miss....(Gals i hope u remember this).. And our secret escapes to degree college canteen, acting as though we were Degree college students.....Not to forget the Sanskrit classes when we used to get caught making fun of our Sanskrit Miss....:)

Jaideep(F.R.I.E.N.D): THE BEAUTY WITH BRAINSVery caring and modest.Is a bit childish and gullible sometimes, but this gal is the most responsible person.We friends like her liveliness, brings smiles to faces of all people around her.Does well to achieve her goals and helps others achieve theirs.Hey Diana, you`ve got just about everything. You`re intelligent, beautiful, caring, sensitive.Its the strength and confidence which is missing. Be strong, start taking the initiative in everything.We are always there for you (and so is God)One of my best friends.(Only few months till college ends, hope we stay friends forever :))

Solomon(MunnaUncle): DIANA THE GERMAN QUEEN.....hmmmmmmm...ANYTHING I SAY IS LITTLE ABOUT THIS SWEET GIRL, CAUSE I DONT KNOW MUCH ALL I KNOW ABOUT HER IS THAT SHE IS A CHORUS OF LAUGHTER IN THE SONG OF LIFE...SHE LAUGHS WHEN HAPPY, LAUGHS WHEN SAD, LAUGHS WHEN YA TELL A JOKE, LAUGHS WHEN YOU DONT..(MAKES THE ONE SHE's LAUGHING AT A JOKER..HAAHA)EMOTIONS ARE DEEP INSIDE CAN'T MAKE OUT, AN INDIVIDUAL WITH FEW WORDS AND MORE LAUGHS...SO DARLING, AS THE SAYING GOES "LAUGH AND THE WORLD LAUGHS WITH YOU CRY AND YOU CRY ALONE, SO CHOOSE THE FORMER, AND LAUGH, FOR THE WORLD LOOKS BETTER THAT WAY....CLIMB EVERY MOUNTAIN, FOLLOW EVERY DREAM GO AROUND THE GLOBE AND MEET ME ON TOP OF IT....YUP LOOKING FORWARD TO MEET U IN VAMRIKA..SWEET GIRL THAT YOU ARE MAY ALL YOU WISHES ASPIRATIONS DREAMS AND ENDEAVOURS BEAR SWEET FRUITS FOR THE GLORY OF GOD AND PRIDE OF THE FAMILY...TAKE CARE LOVE YOU...WITH LOTS OF LOVE AND PRAYERS AS ALWAYS........OKE OKADU.....MUNCLE..(CHaA..)

Akshat(FRIEND): hie, back with another testi for a dear frendi..just like old times, she is one of the sweetest person i hav encountered in ma lyf.. she is a kinda person hu wil make ya feel special, she wil make ya feel good.. she helps wen a person needs a shoulder to cry, a hand to hold.. she is a very very caring and helping type of person.. very very loyal.. one funny thing I lyk abt her is that she is a pure hyderabadi, but she is a punjabban type of kudi.. she is a kiddoo at heart, but at tough times, she is a very very responsible person.. i personally, dont pass any chance I get to spend with her, she makes me feel nice, her company is very soothing, comforting, relaxing..three cheers to you Dear..
Another testi, pehle wale mein jageh khatam ho gayi thi..one thing I should say that she is very "Intelligent".. very very very very afraid of crossing the roads, and also afraid of walking by the road when her companion is a dog, she is damn scared of dogz.. she has a beautiful smile, i love her smile, a kinda smile that makes all your sadness and trouble go away.. she has one hellova naughty mind.. and yeah, one more thing, almost skipped my mind, she likes beating people, majak-majak mein bohat tej maar deti hai, but jab pyar se sorry bolti hai to sara gussa hawa mein ud jata hai.. and, she is an "Orkut-Freak".. baithne se pehle bolti hai ki bas 2 ya 5 minute mein band kar degi, but when she starts, she goes on and on and on.. ghanto beet jate hai, but she doesnot get bored with it, """looks like a junoon to me"""..
hie, back again, with another testi, kya karu, jitna likhta hu, utna hi kam lagta hai... a phone freak too, jab call aata hai, to it seems like that call lasts for at least half an hour, if she is in college; baki ghar par to pata nahi, kitni baat karti hogi.. a thing which I like about her is that she is ""pure at heart"".. another thing I like abt her is her laughter.. a complete fun-loving person who is always grasping a chance to laugh, make others laugh, crack jokes, she will almost laugh at any thing.. aur kya batau, is pagli ke bare mein...??one more good quality abt her is her way of frendship.. aisa lagta hai ki woh jis se milti hai, un sab se uski dosti ho jati hai.. mai to ek dua karunga bhagwan se, ki yeh hamesha meri dost rahe, kyunki aise dost bade hi kaam hote hai aur badi hi mushkil se milte hai...god bless you always...always smile...

Naveen(ANNA): Well well what can i say about this sweet girl diana, she is like a sister to me... Rebbu thats how i call her... only people who know her realise how lucky they are.Fun to be with...hmmm...has a cute innocent smile...but(dnt wana tel the truth)..has a great shinny silky browny hair...she is so full of life... the best company around you... she is friendly, bubbly but always want to stay at home may be missing home since she is in pune, she really enjoys her life... she values her friends a lot... see within her mentally, Bottom line - she is one of the best persons i met in my life...

Namrata(FRIEND): I dont remember when we becomes friendsbut we always shares ours feeling,it might be anything...She is very emotional..get nervous by small things...little bit confused(99 out of 100).....She is Diana ...kid,naughty,preity,helping,pagal,down to earth(I think this is best quality in her),try to always spread happiness everywhere........her favourite are "Gandi,Motti,Kamini","Ja re tu","Nind aa rahi hai& Headache ho raha hai"..always there not only for me but also for others...,,and specially always there for teach anything...thanks for everything yarBless You....

Satya(FRIEND): Daina (Gaddum!!!!!) is one of the most natural and genuinely nice people I've ever met. She has this awesome zest and passion for living that make a lot of our liveslook kinda drab. A great conversationalist, her emotions, constant smile and wit will often cause serious delays in you asking your waiter for the check!And of course, she's hard working and talented and a simple & cute personality and very simple at heart. Someone you know you can trust as a lifelong friend.

Yash(FRIEND): I call her Mom..and I really mean it.., she is one of the most sweet persons i met in my life, I wish God bless her always and help her to achive her Goals and DREAMS....

PS: Puttin up testimonials here might seam like testimonial for a novel, or for a product..!
WHATEVER...#!$%^&*//.....!!!!!!
I treasure them, So I wanted them to be here, close to me :)