Its beeen long I have written anything here... though there are many things that i m experiencing with God... I want to write down everything in my new blog... but Iam jst rushing with my work....By the grace of LORD, I got a new project... :) I thank God fr this... I have been jst concentrating on my work and everything required for my project... my time with God has been reduced sumtimes... But I knw I can loose my project... I can loose my friends .... I can loose everything but Still be blessed :) I can loose all my possessions nd still be rich in HIS LOVE... But I cant effort to loose my relation with God... I feel that true satisfaction nd true peace when I read God's word... bt the enemy is so quick nd its ready always to make me feel tired...Bt the enemy cant be victorious... I realise that nothing can be more important than the relationship wiht God... daily communion wiht him...
As a race, Iam just running.. I am jst trying to compelte my task... I reallise that as Iam not spending enough time with God... my projects ... my assignments remain incompltete.. and still there is a gaping hole in my spirit...that cannot be healed by the way Iam tryin to live... the heart's cry that cannot be answered... ONly my GOD can answer... only my GOD can fill... and only MY GOD CAN LEAD ME... The reality of all this... makes me feel so close to God...and I believe I can practically reach out to it... but the very next moment I get the doubt feeling from within... though I know I should not... I realise that the time I resit the devil... it flees...but it leaves me alone only untill it finds another opportunity to make me feel week...
I have made my will to talk to God and read his word daily and stay close to him... :)
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